Maybe he is right..
Here i was thinking it would make him appreciate me aha..
Now that i know he isn’t going to care, what the fuck do i with my shitlife..
I just left the person i love with all my heart. i did it because i thought maybe if i left, he would notice how bad iw as feeling and he would fight to keep me, like he said he would if i ever left..
I want to be with him so badly, i love him, but i can’t let myself feel so shit..i can’t, it isn’t right, no matter how muhc i love him :’( He got angry at me and everything was taken the wrong way..I love him and he doesnt even care :”(
What’s mutuality?
I don’t understand this “Hope” you speak of..Dreams..huh?
Oh, It’s all bullshit ^^
No fucking wonder..
Tonight is the night.
what i wanna be, I’ll be..
Ok..So the other day at school, out of the blue, the guy who ruined my life completely approached me and threatened me and all i could do was cry my eyes out.
Keeping in mind this is the guy who put me through the worst experiences in my life. I was locked up in a psyche ward for 3-4 months over him, became bulimic indirectly over him, was constantly put down in horrible ways and just generally he is the reason i hate myself so much, and now he is back threatening to do everything he ever did to me all over again and i have no idea how to cope with myself or other people or their problems or my connections with them. I am so on edge i can’t keep myself happy or sane. I need someone to do it for me or something..Is that kind of thing possible?
Pleh..People are sick, I’m not going to school this week.
My dogs were just fighting over me..
At least someones afraid of losing me ^_^
